User blog comment:Aijihi/Slowly losing motivation/@comment-30185503-20161012155738/@comment-27636373-20161013033553

But I'm not happy I'm probably the best artist on here, because honestly I'm not that amazing. I'm not even trying to play a humble card here to deflect any hate here, I know my skill level and I know I'm not amazing. Which is depressing for here because there are some good concepts but that means I'll never get to see some amazing art for them. No, forget that, I won't even get to see the bad-but-earnest-and-honest-sketches-of-someone-who-can't-draw-at-all-knows-it-but-still-tries-because-they-want-to-get-their-idea-out-that-much pictures. There's something almost painfully precious about those pictures I wanted to try and foster and protect, but it never even really existed here, and after some months I've been forced to see that this isn't the kind of environment that'll ever have that. Yes, it's something born of a purely selfish desire to feel important, but I'm a selfish kind of person 

Yeah, yeah, I know I can go crawl back to Deviantart for everything I'm looking for, and I guess I'll go do that for the most part.

